I try too much

I try too much.
I cry too much.
I laugh too little.

I smile when I can.
I frown when I can't.
I make it work sometimes.

I give it a try.
I act like it's all good.
It's not. It's really not.

My life is different.
My life is completely the same.
What's going on?

I'm questioning everything.
I'm hearing answers.
I'm not sure.

They make it better.
They bring me back.
It's love like nothing else.

God, thank you..

Elizabeth Seibel
May 23, 2015